I almost forgot about this it's been a while since I've actually just sat down and wrote for the hell of it. if you read this blog during it's active state I'm I haven't been very active with it. So like an old friend you haven't seen in a while you're probably wondering just what I have been up too; Well I'd rather not talk about where I've been or where I'm going but I will tell you where I'm at.

I'm in a state of disbelief but the fog is lifting and I am starting to see things in their true state.

Someone told me, you have all the pressures of someone that is successful without being sucessful; At first I laughed it off but then I thought about it and it made sense. I work twice as hard for half as much. I think it's either a testament to the heart and determination I have or flat out stupidity I have for absorbing so much punishment, I think the line between insanity and greatness is a thin one. I can see the craziness in what I chose to do and I can also see the potential for greatness.

I'm a big city boy that loves a small town girl,
a big city boy that wants to show a small town girl the world.
A big city boy taken by her small town girl charm.


Are you laughing? I'm not but I'm sure somewhere someone is, the world's a funny place



I'll be back