It's been a long time

What do I want?

I don't ask much from life and I don't ask much from the people in my life
It is just how I am, even though I often do complex things; yet I live a simple life out of the public eye. I'm a truth teller not because it's the right thing to do but because it's easier to say what you feel then it is to conjure up some fake emotion. I respect my friends enough to pull no strings and pull no punches. what I see is what they get. I don't volunteer information because for the most part whats in the past is in the past and if it had any bearing on the future folks would already know. With that said I can be an open book but only if the question is ASKED;I'm sorry I just don't randomly talk about myself. It's not very becoming of a gentleman.


So what is so important about my past, if I'm not talking about it there's probably a good reason. I don't really get it, I don't speak much about the past because I'm trying to make memories with you in the present.

The only time I asked about the past was one time specifically because that particular part always seems to keep coming up randomly and it was making me an bit uncomfortable; so what do I do? I ask you not for an entire timeline but if this part of the past is trying to come back and be a part of the present, you told me what the deal was, I accepted it and here we are

So I guess what's annoying, yes annoying is that the past is a massive thing and I don't know how to blurt out parts of it without being asked a question. It's like answering a question without knowing the question and as awesome as I am I can't read minds to give the answers that you want.