2nd place

I think I maybe in a losing battle big time, maybe I was just so blinded by the possibility that I continued to move forward no matter what. Is that such a bad thing fighting for something you know you want even if the odds are stacked against you? I mean it's not like I am afraid to fight for this, I am SO ready but I guess I'm worried that what if my best isn't enough, how can I just walk away from something in which i'm so deeply connected. I do not have an answer to that because thats a question I don't really want to face. But I guess it's all on how I respond to this new set of rules an challenges, I'm ready If you are, Walk with me