Where I'm From......and where I'm going-

I decided to put my name in google to remember past accomplishments and it brought back alot of memories.
Reading about yourself I guess can be seen as narcissistic but my purpose wasn't to pat myself on the shoulder. It was to remember who I was at those points in my life. I can tell you back in 03 I was not thinking about college in anyway shape or form. Back then the only thing I had going for me was not accepting things the way they were and fought pretty much everyday to go after the things I desired. I can look back and say my life was not easy in the least and the profession I chose did not make life any easier in fact it added an insane amount of pressure to perform at a high caliber consistently and viciously. My mean streak has lessened with age though all the angry I used to keep and use has become more refined an focused over the years. I am nowhere near as angry as I used to be. I think "angry " gets a bad rap because of some of the things people do when their angry, when I would become outright livid some of my best work would flow out of me because I was that passionate about it.

I wonder what I'll see when I look back in four years , I wonder what kind of man I'll be
What kind of artist, what kind of lover, what kind of a human being

I guess we'll all find out together