Heart Shaped Blog?

I can definitely feel things picking up and I mean in a very big way, I mean either I am approaching the edge of doing something awesome or I'm about to dive and oddly enough I don't have a theme for this beginning semester Dance Dance from Fallout certainly has the vibe I have flowing right now but the fact that it's fallout boy means there's no way I can have it on my ipod which blows then again it's my F'N pod but even with my pull I would have a hard time explaining why it's being bumped on the car radio back home lol and since thats the case I'm going to go with Number #1 by Nelly that pick will probably leave you guys stratching your heads since He's pretty much one of the softer picks out there ( I expect plenty of Why NO DMX, Onyx or Youngstas)

This year I am not feeling angry or anxious, just focused and ready. It's a little wierd and a bit scary at just how sharp I am becoming things I used to suck at i'm pretty much just doing like second nature like it's nothing to me. Public speaking and pretty much abandoning my lone wolf ideals ( I'll forever be one!) and becoming a leader of sorts I'm still a little wary of that term but I guess I've been one for a while now I just didn't realize it but now that I think about it; seems pretty apparent. In other news I think I've identified this phantom thing that's waiting to nail me and if it turns out to be well there won't be enough bracing in the world to keep me grounded

Wonder if I can afford to let that worry slow up my pace though, I don't really think I'll have a choice as it most definetly will but I guess we will all have to wait an see; One thing is for sure
their's going to be alot of surprises and one GIGANTIC one no one will see coming ;)


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