New Years

Sometimes when I open this blog up and begin an entry, like now I feel really sad
not because of anything you guys have done but because sometimes I'll just get really sad or worse I become apathetic and try to ignore everything that makes me feel whether it be happy or sad and apathy is the place I hate most in the world. I know exactly why too but sorry folks I air other people's dirty laundry here not my own. That was such a tease wasn't it :)


This blog has been really great to me these past few days and I just want to thank everyone who has been reading it; Your words have been kind and the discussions have been great. When I opened up this blog the night before Christmas I was really sad.
I wanted to write about something but I didn't want to write about me:So I wrote about YOU the public. You guys make me laugh, you make me cry, you make me see and you make me think. I love you with everything inside of me and somehow I manage to hate you with all of my heart. You all make this worth while and for that I thank you from the bottom of my heart.


To my best friend, Thank you
To my partner: Life would be boring without you
To the person I love most in this world: Thank you for giving me such a gift

I guess since all three, my best friend, my partner and the person I love the most are all one in the same. I can just say Michelle I love you, I can't tell you how much because there is no way I could measure it. If heaven had a height you would be that tall

Happy New Years everyone

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Derez
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