Wow

Good lord no more early morning posting for me I'm like a gremlin no heavy issues after midnight. Today has been pretty nice so far.. well I guess I can go ahead and say the day was nice because as far as I am concerned the day is over. The morning was pretty busy but not in an annoying way just in a hey the sun is shining lets take advantage of it and get things done. I've been in a tremendously good mood as of late.

I can't really place my finger on why but the world just seems to be even more beautiful then it normally is. I am in direct conflict with what I said about new york last night but all those things I said were true but it's almost like the sun brought a new day.

I gave away a hug today, I'm not quite sure why but I did and it made me feel better.
I thought about the hug I got from Michelle and how it made me feel, that's how I want to feel all the time. Grrrrrrrrrrwlll, I'm just happy I'm excited, things don't seem as impossible as they did the day before I am not sure why I feel this way now but I am ecstatic about it. I think something in my changed with my Kanye post, like I evolved as both a person and as a creatist.( new lingo right thurrr)


Thanks to everybody whose been reading and commenting(well emailing, i might as well disable the comments since you all love to email me) this blog feels entirely different to me now. Yes it is still mine but I feel like I am sharing it with a side I never knew I had before in Derez Ramada ( I am a gemini so it makes sense a little)


There won't be a gossip update until later, lets wait for the day to end, Derez gets chattier when the sun goes down. I feel like Dr Jeckly and Mrs Hyde on this blog lol


I am hoping that this blog will help me think deeper and broader about things. I want to use this in a way I that sharpens both my writing skills/style and grammar: I have no idea how successful I will be but I will be trying my hardest to do my very best.

^^ Really proud of how that idea was expressed and written lol, HI FIVE!

Well thats it for now, hopefully my formatting won't auto suck after I post this




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