Love had the qb dead to rights but somehow the QB managed to shake free and launch a short pass into a hopes open hands and the crowd went insane. Love is back on his feet and ready for another set of downs. This is shaping up to be one hell of a showdown. We all remember the last time this team made it this far only to lose in the final seconds in one of the biggest games ever to be played. Fans are still feeling that loss to this day. After that loss the critics and naysayers were out in droves saying the career of this athelete was over and he would never make it back to a moment as big as this, well it's my honor to announce that the moment is here and HE is back.
To Be Continued
Thursday, September 4, 2008
The Defender has the QB in his sights...
The Quarterback has got his work cut out for him and if he's not careful he will get leveled, we've seen this guy take some incredible hits before but this lineman has always given him trouble and Love has been incredible all game. The defense is set and Love has his eyes dead set on the QB, folks I can tell you right now I would not want to be in that guys shoes when the ball is snapped but if there's anybody who could handle the pressure it's the QB. The crowd is reaching the boiling point as we all wait for the snap to get this down started; the atmosphere is electric, this will be a moment that changes history we can be sure of it
*hut hut Hike*
To be continued
*hut hut Hike*
To be continued
Heart Shaped Blog?
I can definitely feel things picking up and I mean in a very big way, I mean either I am approaching the edge of doing something awesome or I'm about to dive and oddly enough I don't have a theme for this beginning semester Dance Dance from Fallout certainly has the vibe I have flowing right now but the fact that it's fallout boy means there's no way I can have it on my ipod which blows then again it's my F'N pod but even with my pull I would have a hard time explaining why it's being bumped on the car radio back home lol and since thats the case I'm going to go with Number #1 by Nelly that pick will probably leave you guys stratching your heads since He's pretty much one of the softer picks out there ( I expect plenty of Why NO DMX, Onyx or Youngstas)
This year I am not feeling angry or anxious, just focused and ready. It's a little wierd and a bit scary at just how sharp I am becoming things I used to suck at i'm pretty much just doing like second nature like it's nothing to me. Public speaking and pretty much abandoning my lone wolf ideals ( I'll forever be one!) and becoming a leader of sorts I'm still a little wary of that term but I guess I've been one for a while now I just didn't realize it but now that I think about it; seems pretty apparent. In other news I think I've identified this phantom thing that's waiting to nail me and if it turns out to be well there won't be enough bracing in the world to keep me grounded
Wonder if I can afford to let that worry slow up my pace though, I don't really think I'll have a choice as it most definetly will but I guess we will all have to wait an see; One thing is for sure
their's going to be alot of surprises and one GIGANTIC one no one will see coming ;)
D
This year I am not feeling angry or anxious, just focused and ready. It's a little wierd and a bit scary at just how sharp I am becoming things I used to suck at i'm pretty much just doing like second nature like it's nothing to me. Public speaking and pretty much abandoning my lone wolf ideals ( I'll forever be one!) and becoming a leader of sorts I'm still a little wary of that term but I guess I've been one for a while now I just didn't realize it but now that I think about it; seems pretty apparent. In other news I think I've identified this phantom thing that's waiting to nail me and if it turns out to be well there won't be enough bracing in the world to keep me grounded
Wonder if I can afford to let that worry slow up my pace though, I don't really think I'll have a choice as it most definetly will but I guess we will all have to wait an see; One thing is for sure
their's going to be alot of surprises and one GIGANTIC one no one will see coming ;)
D
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Tired
I am so unbelievably tired right now , I feel like just curling up under this desk and passing the hell out
Braced
I have no idea why my mind and body are bracing but it's a really crummy feeling when your on high alert because their is something waiting in the wings that will probably do considerable damage. I think I have an idea of what I'm bracing for but if it's that well then I am pretty much just going all out and making EVERYBODY look exceptionally bad sense it will probably make me feel tons better. Yay spreading misery unto an unsuspecting classroom out of spite :) Speaking of class I've finally arrived at the point where I have my first class today.
Human Bio, I admit I don't know a damn thing about the human body other then what HOUSE says. I need a white lab coat, a cane, guitar and a motorcycle ( all doctors need those ) Work study has been a bitch but I'll be getting one or going completly 360 and robbing the drunk and funding myself ( Beer Bottle HILL shall be MINE!)
Also F THE SCHOOL they get enough money so they better not bitch about recycling and who those bottles belong to they can SUCK IT! The mod is pretty nice and so are the folks i'm living with, they and my neighbors (that know me) ask the same question all the time and honestly I'm not sure of the answer anymore, well least not for a few weeks, I know what I feel but the GODSHUN is kind of harsh but I'll whether it I have been through worst, I think the worst part is not knowing but I guess I can't really worry about it since I don't really get a say. So whats a fella to do? Well luckily I have school to worry about but that doesn't stop me from thinking about things when I actually have the time to and let me tell you, it can be a beautiful thing
Human Bio, I admit I don't know a damn thing about the human body other then what HOUSE says. I need a white lab coat, a cane, guitar and a motorcycle ( all doctors need those ) Work study has been a bitch but I'll be getting one or going completly 360 and robbing the drunk and funding myself ( Beer Bottle HILL shall be MINE!)
Also F THE SCHOOL they get enough money so they better not bitch about recycling and who those bottles belong to they can SUCK IT! The mod is pretty nice and so are the folks i'm living with, they and my neighbors (that know me) ask the same question all the time and honestly I'm not sure of the answer anymore, well least not for a few weeks, I know what I feel but the GODSHUN is kind of harsh but I'll whether it I have been through worst, I think the worst part is not knowing but I guess I can't really worry about it since I don't really get a say. So whats a fella to do? Well luckily I have school to worry about but that doesn't stop me from thinking about things when I actually have the time to and let me tell you, it can be a beautiful thing
Sunday, August 31, 2008
DOUBTS,NONE
Didn't think I'd be writing another blog so quickly but well I'm bored and things are slow.
First off it's not cheating to write a little offline babe, it just helps me get an idea of what I want to say and how I say it. Second I MISS THE HELL OUT OF YOU, 3rd I won't be here today,gone tommorow (unless Tyra magically appears) 3rdly YES 3rdly I love you but only slightly more then the office but I can love you both I swear I can lol
ALRIGHTY
As of late I've been feeling well for lack of a better term human, usually I feel damn near unstoppable but as of late somethings have just been making me realize just how fragile I can be with somethings, Pride is something I have in spades and learning how that works in conjunction with the rest of my life has been pretty scary. When it comes to work my pride will have me stay till the job is done,completed, in the books and sold. I am just built for all kinds of pressure and while I'm good at what I do (VERY GOOD) I started to feel like a damn robot. So I figured well how do I go about feeling less like a robot and like I'm living a meaningful existence
Well the answer made it's self apparent to me at a time when I wasn't really looking for it and SHE(yes YOU)
made me start to wonder if what I was missing in my life was not just success professionally but success romantically. Well the problem with that was when I was busy getting good at my craft I kinda sorta neglected to learn the art of being around people you REALLY like but somehow I managed to not royally screw it up and we fell in love . Wow this certainly is going all over the damn place, sorry folks I'll try to keep the next entry in bounds and not all crazy.
I still can't really put words to how I feel when I think about her, other then happy
Maybe that's the only word I need,
First off it's not cheating to write a little offline babe, it just helps me get an idea of what I want to say and how I say it. Second I MISS THE HELL OUT OF YOU, 3rd I won't be here today,gone tommorow (unless Tyra magically appears) 3rdly YES 3rdly I love you but only slightly more then the office but I can love you both I swear I can lol
ALRIGHTY
As of late I've been feeling well for lack of a better term human, usually I feel damn near unstoppable but as of late somethings have just been making me realize just how fragile I can be with somethings, Pride is something I have in spades and learning how that works in conjunction with the rest of my life has been pretty scary. When it comes to work my pride will have me stay till the job is done,completed, in the books and sold. I am just built for all kinds of pressure and while I'm good at what I do (VERY GOOD) I started to feel like a damn robot. So I figured well how do I go about feeling less like a robot and like I'm living a meaningful existence
Well the answer made it's self apparent to me at a time when I wasn't really looking for it and SHE(yes YOU)
made me start to wonder if what I was missing in my life was not just success professionally but success romantically. Well the problem with that was when I was busy getting good at my craft I kinda sorta neglected to learn the art of being around people you REALLY like but somehow I managed to not royally screw it up and we fell in love . Wow this certainly is going all over the damn place, sorry folks I'll try to keep the next entry in bounds and not all crazy.
I still can't really put words to how I feel when I think about her, other then happy
Maybe that's the only word I need,
2nd place
I think I maybe in a losing battle big time, maybe I was just so blinded by the possibility that I continued to move forward no matter what. Is that such a bad thing fighting for something you know you want even if the odds are stacked against you? I mean it's not like I am afraid to fight for this, I am SO ready but I guess I'm worried that what if my best isn't enough, how can I just walk away from something in which i'm so deeply connected. I do not have an answer to that because thats a question I don't really want to face. But I guess it's all on how I respond to this new set of rules an challenges, I'm ready If you are, Walk with me
Where I'm From......and where I'm going-
I decided to put my name in google to remember past accomplishments and it brought back alot of memories.
Reading about yourself I guess can be seen as narcissistic but my purpose wasn't to pat myself on the shoulder. It was to remember who I was at those points in my life. I can tell you back in 03 I was not thinking about college in anyway shape or form. Back then the only thing I had going for me was not accepting things the way they were and fought pretty much everyday to go after the things I desired. I can look back and say my life was not easy in the least and the profession I chose did not make life any easier in fact it added an insane amount of pressure to perform at a high caliber consistently and viciously. My mean streak has lessened with age though all the angry I used to keep and use has become more refined an focused over the years. I am nowhere near as angry as I used to be. I think "angry " gets a bad rap because of some of the things people do when their angry, when I would become outright livid some of my best work would flow out of me because I was that passionate about it.
I wonder what I'll see when I look back in four years , I wonder what kind of man I'll be
What kind of artist, what kind of lover, what kind of a human being
I guess we'll all find out together
Reading about yourself I guess can be seen as narcissistic but my purpose wasn't to pat myself on the shoulder. It was to remember who I was at those points in my life. I can tell you back in 03 I was not thinking about college in anyway shape or form. Back then the only thing I had going for me was not accepting things the way they were and fought pretty much everyday to go after the things I desired. I can look back and say my life was not easy in the least and the profession I chose did not make life any easier in fact it added an insane amount of pressure to perform at a high caliber consistently and viciously. My mean streak has lessened with age though all the angry I used to keep and use has become more refined an focused over the years. I am nowhere near as angry as I used to be. I think "angry " gets a bad rap because of some of the things people do when their angry, when I would become outright livid some of my best work would flow out of me because I was that passionate about it.
I wonder what I'll see when I look back in four years , I wonder what kind of man I'll be
What kind of artist, what kind of lover, what kind of a human being
I guess we'll all find out together
Canto
Most days I try and start the day with a quote from the the office I'm thinking about either starting all blogs with one or ending all blogs with an office quote and if you don't like the office or it's awesomeness
This morning I spent about thirty minutes unclogging a toilet without a plunger( all without getting dirty). How the damn thing got clogged in the first place is a mystery to me, here's what I think happened the same person that took the plunger from my bathroom is the son of a bitch that clogged the toilet and then FLED through the fire door , which just so happens to connect my house to the house next door this is important because that door leads to another floor and on my first night back somebody from over there was on MY floor....probably casing the joint for an easy mark.
Today is shaping up pretty nice I think i'm going to grab a notebook and camp out under a tree and just write.
I like writing these blogs free hand but my blogs are usually better when I write them out a little before hand
So expect the grade of writing here to go from a D to a D+ thats write D is the highest letter on the my grading scale.
I spent about an hour walking around last night listening to my ipod and ended up at the graffiti wall, not to bash the new taggers but they flat out SUCK the school should designate a SCRUB wall for them to use so that the bigger walls could actually have COOL stuff like it normally does. Basically the wall is something anybody can just grab a spray can and go nuts with an unspoken rule is YOU NEVER CROSS LINES (Go over someone elses unless you have permission) Anyway I just sat out there and just thought about a few things, a person and a few goals. I didn't really come to any real conclusions on anything though except that I should wait and see, hope for the best but probably start preparing for bad news since I don't want to end up broken ( not one thing in particular)
| Alright let me ask you this, tell me if you think this is creative. When I was five, I imagined that there was such a thing as a unicorn. And this was before I had even heard of one, or seen one. I just drew a picture, of a horse, that could fly over rainbows, and a had a huge spike in its head. I was five! Five-years-old. Couldn't even talk yet. |
This morning I spent about thirty minutes unclogging a toilet without a plunger( all without getting dirty). How the damn thing got clogged in the first place is a mystery to me, here's what I think happened the same person that took the plunger from my bathroom is the son of a bitch that clogged the toilet and then FLED through the fire door , which just so happens to connect my house to the house next door this is important because that door leads to another floor and on my first night back somebody from over there was on MY floor....probably casing the joint for an easy mark.
Today is shaping up pretty nice I think i'm going to grab a notebook and camp out under a tree and just write.
I like writing these blogs free hand but my blogs are usually better when I write them out a little before hand
So expect the grade of writing here to go from a D to a D+ thats write D is the highest letter on the my grading scale.
I spent about an hour walking around last night listening to my ipod and ended up at the graffiti wall, not to bash the new taggers but they flat out SUCK the school should designate a SCRUB wall for them to use so that the bigger walls could actually have COOL stuff like it normally does. Basically the wall is something anybody can just grab a spray can and go nuts with an unspoken rule is YOU NEVER CROSS LINES (Go over someone elses unless you have permission) Anyway I just sat out there and just thought about a few things, a person and a few goals. I didn't really come to any real conclusions on anything though except that I should wait and see, hope for the best but probably start preparing for bad news since I don't want to end up broken ( not one thing in particular)
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