First Things first

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Tonite has been pretty wonderful, in total I wrote about 32 pages today and hopefully I can knock out 16 more tomorrow. I sat on my bed looking out at the quad on this rainy night and thought about a lot of things. I had to take a time out today since I'm usually pretty mellow about things its kind of a big deal when I have to raise my voice, it is not something I enjoy doing. I thought about this weekend and how right it felt, nothing really mattered except those moments. When I lost my way today that was one of the things I thought about to bring me back to myself. I'm a little disappointed in myself though since I make it a point to let other people piss each other off and to not let it bother me at all; as cliche as it sounds life is to short and whatever your mad about probably is important enough to really be mad at. I'm not perfect by any means I get frustrated with things at time but I know that frustration passes just like everything else and 9 times out of 10 if I'm frustrated I am probably not thinking clearly.

If you are expecting a witty clever anecdote I'm afraid I do not have one for you this entry
but stay tuned knowing myself as I do it won't be long before this place is full of them


Stay Fly

V.Gho

Must be something in the air

Since everybody has made the shit list today, I have no idea what's going on with everyone today but I most definetly will not put up with their shit. It is almost as if everybody went to sleep peaceful and woke up this morning and decided they were going to see who could piss me off the most. I want to say congrats to all of you since not one of you managed to piss me off but ALL of you as a whole did. So all of you as a whole can fuck off, when you ladies and gentlemen want to act like civil human beings we can talk until then keep your negativity to yourself, I don't want it and I damn sure don't need it

Ugh

I'm in blog mode, I forgot how fun these can be and since I have the trusty laptop,
I'll be doing a lot more of it. The one thing I can never figure out here at blogspot is the damn formatting. My posts always look like a game of tetris and it annoys me just like a game of tetris.
Btw the secret to winning a game of tetris is just holding the game upside down, try it, seriously!


So we're coming up on the end of semester and let me tell you guys it's been one hell of a trip.
I have had alot of great memories this year and I can only hope that next year brings even more roller coaster like thrills. More yellow bike robbing, tv borrowing, wei cooking, noah freestyling,and frances being the glue that kept us all together.

This summer is looking to be pretty fun, I would be lying if I said I wasn't a weeee bit nervous.
Not only is it anew place but it's a new country and to be honest I'm more nervous about the fact that i'm relatively sure i'll be the first black person a lot of these people will have ever seen
I've been to the middle of the world and back seemingly but there is no weirder feeling in the world then being the only person that looks like you. It was cool and weird on the reservation though because the little kids were pretty funny about it and the tweens thought i was a rapper and the teens we're cool since most of them had been off the reservation and we're used to non natives. The adults were fucking hilarious though, when I was on the reservation, their was some Christian group out there at the same time fixing houses and alot of the adults thought I was with them and they would always ask me when I was coming to fix their roof. I actually miss Pine Ridge alot and secretly that's where I'm hoping to teach video and film.

ok I need to get back to work


Stay Fly

V.Gho

It's been a long time

What do I want?

I don't ask much from life and I don't ask much from the people in my life
It is just how I am, even though I often do complex things; yet I live a simple life out of the public eye. I'm a truth teller not because it's the right thing to do but because it's easier to say what you feel then it is to conjure up some fake emotion. I respect my friends enough to pull no strings and pull no punches. what I see is what they get. I don't volunteer information because for the most part whats in the past is in the past and if it had any bearing on the future folks would already know. With that said I can be an open book but only if the question is ASKED;I'm sorry I just don't randomly talk about myself. It's not very becoming of a gentleman.


So what is so important about my past, if I'm not talking about it there's probably a good reason. I don't really get it, I don't speak much about the past because I'm trying to make memories with you in the present.

The only time I asked about the past was one time specifically because that particular part always seems to keep coming up randomly and it was making me an bit uncomfortable; so what do I do? I ask you not for an entire timeline but if this part of the past is trying to come back and be a part of the present, you told me what the deal was, I accepted it and here we are

So I guess what's annoying, yes annoying is that the past is a massive thing and I don't know how to blurt out parts of it without being asked a question. It's like answering a question without knowing the question and as awesome as I am I can't read minds to give the answers that you want.

Handsome Fighters Never lose battles

So here we are
Here I am & Here you are
I admit I have missed you
have you missed me?
Before you answer just know that.....I saved a ton of money on my car insurance



Now that I'm done trying to be funny, alot has been going on.

but first I have to knock down a few more pages of a paper

so i'll continue this post in a bit and with some good things I swear