ENOUGH!

Stay Tuned!

A Break

Yup so you guys are getting a break from "The Game" and a little more insight into my head btw, STOP  EMAILING ME and use the comments like normal people :) actually use whatever you can I enjoy arguing,chatting,joking with you guys and gals about various aspects about what I write and what you yourselves write, you keep writing and i'll keep answering!

This weekend was pretty great, I definitely needed it, I can't really describe it other then it was fucking AWESOME even if it was THAT ONE NIGHT  *:)* right now I feel like I'm waiting in the wings to take the stage. Taking the stage is probably the scariest thing I have ever done in my life. It's a feeling you never really get used to I remember  my first time,  I was walking down the hallway that led to the main stage and all along this hallway you could see the marks and dents from those who had walked down that hallway before me expending nervous energy.  Walking down that hall your heart is working beating double fast, your breaths are quick and your sweat is cold.  When I started to climb those steps I remember I held my breath until I made it to the top then I exhaled.

The thing about walking down that hallway is most people never get to see those marks, see that those people that they see on stage, the ones that are bigger then life are just as human as those folks sitting in the crowds, the folks that are buying tickets.   I have no idea why I told you guys that fragment but get used to it, I often will talk about the past as if you guys will automatically know about it.  No I'm not posting what and were if your interested you know how to reach me. Well I have work to do, so I'm going to get to it but I want to leave you with a thought.

I wish I could brush my shoulders off but the weight of the world makes it impossible.   ---- Treuest